June 21, 2025

Does your ART exist if no one ever sees it?

Would anything exist at all if NO ONE even knew it was there?

Do YOU exist?

Why create? Why even move? Why do anything at all? Why not just sit here, like a rock, eternal, motionless, undisturbed. You can't be subject of failure if you don't ever try, that's my way to cheat the code.

Because the world is indifferent, because they don't care, and they would rather scroll past my soul, for a bouncing pair of Twitch streamer tits.

Because it must come from the deepest, and I have found the hardest thing is to act and create without caring if anybody will witness or not. It is a leap of faith of the soul, full trust of the heart, the ONE source. It's only from this sacred here that the legendary, the timeless, the immortal is born. The untraceable seat of the spirit, right between "this might mean something" and "no one will care." A cursed space. And yet, we make, because not making? That's pestilence, because the energy we store must have an outlet.

But it's hard, to keep making things when no one sees, acting without an audience, is like trying to love in a vacuum.

I could sell my pitiful soul to the Devil in exchange for the shallowest forms of validation. I could be shamelessly promoting every little thing I do, posting reels, collecting likes. I could be another sad, pathetic PUA hustler bro, dragging others into my schemes, making an entire career out of scamming and lying.

But that's not what I want, what I want is the endurance of the journey, the lessons learned along the way, I don't want to scream to be seen.

I want to leave my work here quietly, to let it die in obscurity, untouched by ambition, greed, or whatever social media does that turns heartfelt work into algorithmic fertilizer. No advertisements, no clickbait, no like and subscribe.

There will be days when it doesn't feel like it's worth continuing. But the soul gains something through effort alone. So let my treasure remain buried, hidden beneath the noise, the distraction, the cheap AI generated content. Let it be a seed planted in the middle of a desert, hoping one day it will grow into a beautiful tree, its fruit nourishing those rare few who know how to find it.

And if no one ever sees it? Maybe that's the point.